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• Ahhhhh work tomorrow

  December 1, 2025

  Dear Jesus, I feel sad about having to go to work in the morning. I’m tempted to get a Starbucks or McDonald’s to make it feel a little easier—Starbucks would be better, but I’ll see. I might just make my own since I bought that expensive organic milk and the Folgers instant coffee. Maybe I’ll&he...

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• Sunday; last day!

  November 30, 2025

  . Dear Jesus, I can’t believe tomorrow is already Sunday. I can’t believe I have to go back to work so soon. I can’t believe I didn’t find the time to work on my website or finish the things I needed to finish. But I’m going to try my best to get everything done tomorrow—meaning…

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• The understandable entry thanks ai

  November 29, 2025

  Dear Jesus, I feel so worn out inside. I woke up coughing and bringing up a lot of mucus—it was gross and uncomfortable. I pray this cough goes away. I took medicine yesterday, but it went from a sneeze to a full cough. I don’t understand what’s going on. I’ve been cold on and off.…

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• If you can’t beat um joinum

  November 29, 2025

  Dear Jesus, I feel so wretched inside. I woke up…then I coughed up mucus a lot. I have this cough, back then spit… it’s really gross. I pray it goes away. I took meds yesterday…but it went from a sneeze to a cough…I don’t know…I’m cold too….not now….   i feel blessed to be in…

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• 26 Days

  November 4, 2025

  Dear Jesus, I’ve been scrolling on TikTok a lot….i don’t know why. I have a whole shopping cart of things I want to buy that equal over $1k. I wish I could post my shop somewhere for someone to find and bless me by purchasing it all. i wish for a lot of things. Mostly…

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• 28 days

  November 3, 2025

  Dear Jesus, hey..hi. It’s me. Yes..long time. I just been sulking . But I’m better now. I got a lot of things accomplished. I was given a free gram of weed and made it my last gram of weed. Blueberry muffin. Then I bought from Ten. He didn’t look me in the eye. Can’t tell…

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• hate is the word

  October 24, 2025

  Dear Jesus, I hate my life. Found out dad has a tumor. Realized my brother and sister still hold resentment from when I was a child. I spoke to him last night and realized how immature and stupid he is. My life is always working. I put myself on tape last night and saw the…

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• One day request to do nothing

  October 20, 2025

  Dear Jesus, I have to go back to work today. I feel so bad. I don’t like feeling this way. I didn’t get to see my parents because I was busy trying to get my auditions together. I managed to only do one of my auditions but the other half I will finish this evening.…

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• The unexplainable

  October 16, 2025

  Dear Jesus, flashbacks flashbacks flashbacks over and over again. I think about so much. I guess I got to turn everything around.         i can’t steal the kids food anymore. He actually ate his meal today. This made me feel bad…cuz that meant I was possibly making him hungry....

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