Recent Entries

• Dark

  October 28, 2024

  Nobody tells you how dark life is after abuse. The happiness I used to find in simple things ,I can't find anymore. I dont even know who I am anymore. i search for myself in everything I used to love but the feeling of happiness no longer lingers there. Im scared all the time with…

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• fear

  September 29, 2024

  Since July I have been having skipped heart beats it feels like my heart is flopping around in my chest, ive had echo stress mri and holter monitor tests. All come back NORMAL with palpitations. I see electrophysiology tomorrow and they're in overdrive right now Iam getting sad all over again. I'...

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• I dreamt of you last night….

  July 21, 2024

  I dreamt of you last night, you held me close to you told me you missed me so You cried as you told me you loved me and didnt want me to go. You said you'd come back to be patient and wait I touched your face and kissed your cheek Oh, how I wanted…

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• struggling

  July 15, 2024

  I'm a single mom of 4 I don't receive child support. I do not have help with my kids, the only help physically i have is my 77 year old mother and 80 year old father who seldom watch them for me while i go to the doctor or have a meeting. Rarely. Lately, I've…

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• I met someone….

  July 10, 2024

  I met someone who awoke my soul. He smiled everytime he saw me he couldnt contain his smile. He fed me compliments, and lifted my spirit. We talked from morning to night...he asked me to be his...i said yes. I trusted him after all the hurt i HAD been through I trusted SOMEONE again....than witho...

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• dreaming

  June 27, 2024

  They say when you dream of someone, they're thinking of you. I wonder how true that is because I do not think of this man anymore, but there he was just staring at me everywhere I went in my dream. I just couldnt escape him and the way he used to make me feel like…

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• he left

  June 18, 2024

  You would think after 8 years of him always leaving me, it would get easier, but it doesnt. He's in jail facing 15 years or more and here I am waiting sending money putting money on the phone going to visit hi and he sends me a message saying hes leaving me. yo would think…

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• Jacob Aldridge

  June 16, 2024

  It seems like just yesterday I was introduced to a boy called Jake. He lived down the road with our friend Eli, and at first I thought this boy talks to much lol. He SOOn became a crush of mine. I liked jake and he told me we should just be friends. We ended up…

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• I do not get it.

  June 16, 2024

  I don't get it, I work for telemarketing and im one of the annoying people who call and ask you if you want to  take a survey. PEOPLE REMIND ME WHY I HATE WORKING WITH OTHERS LOL. THEY'RE SO MEAN IF YOU DONT WAN TO TAKE THE SURVEY OR TALK TO A REP THATS COOL…

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