#badperson

fuck. i’m going to kill my self. i want to kill my self. no one likes me. everyone is just acting. pretending. fuck. i need to die. i want to die. please just let me fucking die. what the fuck am i gonna do. my girlfriend doesn’t like me. i just know it. it’s different.…

Most days, I feel nothing. I don’t feel anything and I am so bored. I am so bored of waking up and feeling nothing while everyone around me is drowning in a cascade of emotions. I try to fill the void, I buy things I like, I don’t like them, I hurt myself, it doesn’t…