#friendship

I didn't take my medications today. Not that I felt well enough not to take them. I just didn't feel like it. I'll take them tomorrow. I'm sad today. I may be sad for a while, who knows; reason being, I gave up something I've been part of for at least 15 years. I gave…

I'm learning to grow And so are you, yet you treat me differently For so long, we were best friends And so quickly did we become strangers How unfortunate of me To think that you'd keep me around, how I did you But now I'm waiting for the day The old you finally lets the…

Huh. I'm surprised to see how recently I posted on here. I am such a dog. My lust rarely feels appropriate. I'm hard on myself. I see myself as a pathetic teen boy. I'm neither of the latter two. At worst, I'm a pathetic 24 year old woman. Hahaha. Being gay is hard and exhilarating.…

Well, I'm not gonna lie, today was pretty good. I play capture the flag and J and I had a meaningful conversation. So basically, I was sad because a lot of other personal stuff happened to me. Here's the conversation: "Hey, Pyro, why are you sad? I can help" "<I'm caught off guard> Oh...wel...

So today I was minding my own business when the teacher partnered me and J up to read our paragraphs to each other and I started blushing like crazy. And other stuff happened, but I'll get to that. Teacher: "Okay, Pyro and J you two are partners." *J and I meet in the middle of…

I'm sorry. Im sorry I said that. You mean so much to me. You shouldn't be dragged down into my misery. I know you arent mad. and I know you wont hold it against me. But I want to make it up to you. You deserve better than to have me as your friend and…

The two deepest desires most people have are (1) to love and be loved and (2) to believe they are worthwhile and know someone else believes that too. Humans are social creatures, and we need connection and belonging. We want to feel loved and accepted for who we are. We also want to feel like&hel...

I put argan oil in my hair today.  It's meant to nourish and restore your hair back to original glory, whatever that means.  Like most of the stuff I buy, I got this from a cheap superstore that also stocks products such as ‘Chanel’ tea sets and hijabs for your cat, so naturally, this must…

23:04 have a lot of thoughts and feelings going on. i feel like i don’t have many people. like friends. like yes n is my friend. and then d is n’s boyfriend so that makes us friends. and then there’s a who is their flat mate. so we aren’t really classed as friends. and k…

I hung out with my roommates girl friend and watched the new Downton Abbey movie (which we call DowntAn, because everyone is tan all of a sudden). And it was cool. I feel weirdly guarded around her I guess because she is dating my room mate and I think everyone is attracted to me. So…