
Frustration. So much frustration.
Every day is a little more frustration. Really, a lot more frustration. Living with someone with untreated mental illness is a roller coaster ride I want off of. Add in the fact it’s an adult, with an almost 2 year old AND pregnancy hormones. I am going crazy. Everyone in this house is going craz...
Joining the Circle
Hello! I just joined this circle and I am a schizophrenic, I am here to write about my personal experience with mental illness and help anyone else who needs advice! -Peace and love
Depressed and tired
I’ve lived with Depression, Anxiety for years 8 years ago, my youngest son was murdered through me into a tailspin that I’m working hard to control my son had a newborn baby girl and we adopted her after his death we brought her home with us when she was 13 days old Im raising a…
028. Taking the plunge
At the request of my husband, my sister, my friends, some of my coworkers, and even an old family friend from my childhood, I have started therapy again. Therapy has been one of the best things in my life to turn it around. It's also super anxiety-inducing for me to meet a new therapist. I'm…
Comfortably Familiar
Another day. Lately every day is simply that. Another day. They continue. Over and over in this chaotic world. My anxiety has been awful. Miserable. Thank god for sleep. I live for sleep. Really, thank God for meds. Am I depressed orrrr are the meds working THAT good? Probably a mixture of both. ...
⚠️ warning!!!Disturbing images.
These are images of my self destruction first image was of me contemplating cutting myself superficial cuts cuz i was down and not thinking clearly. 2nd picture was taken about an hour later as I impulsively cut myself too deep for comfort. Third pic was taken while I was on the phone after cal...
An Open Ended Life
I'm a runner. It's what I have always done. I'm trying to break the habit, and have made considerable baby steps, but it still remains my first instinct when faced with conflict. It's got to be stopped. If I was a meme, it'd be a photo of me, with captions above it that read: "If…
ED REVISITING
So, it’s been a long time since I’ve have thoughts relating to my eating disorder. Just recently I’ve hated looking at myself and I have gained too much weight since isolation because of covid. I don’t like my body and how I look. It makes me feel very uncomfortable. I’ve been reading back on my&...
The version of good I wanted to be
I haven't written my thoughts down in years. It's probably time to start again. Yesterday I finally heard the words I've been longing for, and also dreading. "You should seek medication for ADHD". I was pretty certain it was coming. All signs pointed to it. I had braced myself, prepared myself. I...
It Wasn’t Me, I Wasn’t There
If anyone asks...it wasn’t me. I wasn’t even there. My defense….my paltry, paltry defense…my cage of denial. Went out to spend the weekend with that guy I went on a date with…Before I even went, I felt the frame shaking, the lug nuts unscrewing from the manifold, the engine knocking. Had already ...