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Damn I fucking love ducks

Depression is a war within yourself, and it's nice to have a marching song that makes you feel that victory over it is obtainable. I'm listening to If I Lose Myself Tonight by OneRepublic--the Orchestral Intro version by Alesso--the orchestra brings a certain drama to the song that is fitting to ...

Let's spend a moment talking about the man who has been predominately by my side for an upwards of nearly two years. I don't know how or why I'm even thinking about sharing these things I ponder with you, but I need an outlet. I met him, in a situation that anyone could guess wasn't…

When I was out and about being a bad girl, I became close with someone on my daughter's father's side of the family. He was a bad drug and alcohol user. Eventually we hooked up a few times and decided being good friends was the best option . After committing some major crimes he turned…

I'm doing it!! 😆 I'm actually not contacting him. This probably seems silly to you guys, but me not being able to talk to someone is so difficult. I always feel bad and then end up messaging them so I don't feel bad for ignoring them. But in this situation, the biggest help for me is…

No answer. Any call back? No. Not his style, or mine to be honest. If someone called me I'd usually message them o n WhatsApp later on and be like everything okay? So I imagined he did this. But I don't know because as soon as I got his voicemail, I hung up, half hoping…

As I pointed out, my friend, now called E, it's his birthday on Thursday, and as pointed out, I'm mind-fucked at the minute. I originally wrote him a letter explaining certain memories I have of him and ended it with wanting to cut contact completely. But over time, I changed it and gradually tur...

I'm in a relationship for 2 years. He's in a relationship for 1 year. He admitted feelings for me a month ago. I liked him, but not the way I do now. I've fallen hard out of nowhere since those words he said. It's like his words a month ago unleased a desire in me…

Truthfully speaking, I've spent plenty time thinking about the days that lead up to my arrest in September 2016, that lead to the beginning of my adult life. The other part of this, is I've spent a long time thinking that was where my story ended, but that's just the beginning. I've been very con...

Charity, continuing with Letter 2: So, where did I leave off...getting old and health. Ya. Fun stuff. Let's see. Busy - I went to Accra...and honestly, I did not care for Ghana, at all. Not really at all. Wait, I did fall in love with the Jolla Rice at KFC (they have KFC and Uber…