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If I could go back in time to about 5 years into my relationship, when I found out I was being cheating on. I would have never forgiven him. He snuck a whole relationship behind my back for 2 years, had grown distant because he said he was "stressed" and had "depression" and here he…

When you give it your all to help someone special in your life, who means the world to you, avoid someone toxic being in their life just to realize that…they themself were being toxic in yours. When you love someone you would do anything to enjoy time with that person. You would even excuse any&h...

I just need to empty out all the bullshit in my head. I’m going through some pretty severe depression and its partially because my partner, whom is in recovery lied about smoking weed, probably doing other things, where he’s been and why hes had to miss house meetings. Everytime this has ever occ...

To be completely honest with my self I don't know what makes me happy. I am a 22 year old who just graduated college this August and I am officially ready to move on to my next Journey. The problem is I don't know what makes me. I have a lot of self doubt and…

Dear no one, I’ve always believed that what makes my life meaningful are the people that are in it, and that the purpose of life is to love and be loved. On my 21st birthday I learned that I would never have a deep and abiding romantic love. That a partner with whom I could…

He says or rather he DOESN’T say things that really causes issues between us. When he should be saying the right or wrong thing he doesn’t say anything all. Which to me by not saying anything means I wouldn’t like his answer. I’m tired of this feeling. Tired of feeling not good enough. I’m tired&...

Yesterday I pretty much kept myself busy. Didn't want to think about last year but it was a constant thought. No worries I was good. I didn't bring it up and I definitely didn't lash out at him. I was feeling a bit under the weather and ended up crashing pretty early anyway. He and…

Trying to get by this weekend is harder than I thought it would be. The constant thought of what happened this time last year weighs heavily on my mind and my heart. I'm doing my best though. I haven't brought it up and I haven't lashed out. He knows this would be hard for me.…

So this morning he brought to my attention that today Is the day we started talking again 4 years ago. But after last year this is no longer our “anniversary”. He was talking to a girl (almost 20 years younger than him) behind my back. This time last year he could care less about our…