#love

So when I told my mom about the car and what it costs, he came downstairs to listen to me. I finished my call and he kept walking around. He was looking to approach me but i refused to engage. He walked into the hallway, and then walked back down it after mumbling something to…

I had a diary on this website in my late teens/early 20's. Transitioning from high school to community college and exploring dance and my sexuality. And I'm back. At 36. Discovering you don't always reach your dreams. And that fiery love that you mistake for forever is just infatuation from an in...

Brain versus heart. Does the brain seem to always be the loser? This mysterious blob of gray and white matter filled with electrical I’m pulses that controls everything we do physically and emotionally. It’s still such a mystery in so many ways, even to those who understand it down to a molecular...

If my life were a tarot card.. it would be the tower... my whole world came crashing down.. my mother called CFS on me claiming CHILD ABUSE, mental health issues and substance use. The child abuse allegation was deemed unsubstantiated right away. Then I figured all I had to do was prove that I do...

I’ve told myself a hundred times that I would never write these things down. The ugly things I feel when disappointment settles upon me in waves. A dismissive grunt here, a passing comment on the greater importance of your existence in comparison to mine. That your income is more important to our...

I was in love with a narcissist when I was 19. I woulda died for him.☠ Charlie was one of a kind, cool cat. But something was off when  I first got to know him; he seemed hang up on his ex and he was acting like "love doesn't exist" attitude. He cheated on me,…

to be replaced lyrics-original song i wanted to share some of my lyrics and see what you guys think.   i have been holding on watching you change and I try to stay strong while I stay the same I watch you by her side I’m skating on thin ice because this is how is…

I’m tired. We’ve been dancing for a while Around this topic Where I’m heartsick for your smile You told him ‘I do‘ I told her I’d never; But how could dying things think through what lasts for forever? We were so youthful, and useless. Bright eyed and ruthless. Happy, and empty, and dumb. I love&...

I am 15 years old and i've gone through a lot. One thing that had happened to me as a baby was I was put into the foster care system. I was left in my apartment building for a week at 3 months old. Don't ask me how I survived so young without water or…

I wonder if I could have tried harder to keep you. If I could have stayed with you and made it work. I thought it would be too hard. I hated telling people that I was already taken. So, I gave it all up. I let you go, and I thought it would make both…