#love

Can you be with someone if you don't trust them? I am currently in a relationship with someone who has lied to me in the past, just because they "didn't wanna hurt me". Lying kills a relationship in my opinion, but yet here I am still with him. I love him I do but when…

  TRIGGER WARNING! Let us take a break about talking about Francisco, and take a trip down Mental health lane. In 2015, I moved out of my parents house and into my own space. I was starting college and working at the same time. October came around and I met this guy who changed my life.…

  I am stuck between texting him and asking for closure or just ignoring it and see if he will talk to me. I think there's no chance of me having closure from this dude, even though that is what I really want from him. In order to move on you need closure right? How can someone just throw aw...

SATURDAY AUGUST 8, 2020 For all I know he can already be married. Why did his life matter to me so much, the annoyance of just wanting to know how he is doing and who he is doing next is always coming into my mind. Is it that I have gone crazy already? Considering my last mental…

FRIDAY, AUGUST 7,  2020 :   Life is a petty game. We live to survive in this cruel world. No one understands each other and that's what makes us fall apart, we keep it to ourselves or confide in a friend or even our partners, me on the other hand, I confided in my ex…

When Judas slipped away from the dinner party Jesus knew it was time. He knew that Judas was betraying him, for money. He knew and yet he let him go. Instead of calling him out to save his own life, he turned to the remaining 11 and said "love one another".  Jesus knew the end…

The rain fall down really quickly. It was around 7:00 PM and man with name Joon Jae went out of the company where he was working as owner. When he went out of the company with the umbrella he opened it very quickly because the Armany pants don't like wet weather. When he was about…

I wrote this a while back in response to someone's question about Atheism.  I'm not sure if I shared it here, so I'm sharing it now. I am not comfortable referring to myself as atheist because I believe that Love has power and much of what we attribute to God is accomplished through love. For&hel...

Armour, Thursday, June 11th, 2020 My mind is always racing at a pace in which I often cannot control. These ideas that I have are so easy to believe and obsess over because why wouldn't I believe my own mind even if believing in it means allowing a rock pathway for darkness to make a…

“...I loved you/like a man loves a woman he never touches, only writes to, keeps little photographs of. I would have loved you more if I sat in a small room rolling a cigarette and listened to you piss in the bathroom, but that didn’t happen....” - Bukowski, An Almost Made Up Poem ____________ Yo...