#love

Have you been in a situation where you have to let go of someone out of your own will? It's been exactly 17 days since I cut off someone important to me and it still feels like day 1. I've met him in an online dating app more than a month ago and I can…

In the calmest corners of our minds, silence often serves as a balm, healing wounds and offering solace when the world becomes too loud. It can be therapeutic, a canvas upon which we paint our deepest thoughts and meditations. However, silence is also the one thing we never wish to hear in respon...

Suddenly I feel like I'm drowning, and I can't get out. There are so many things on my mind, and I'm having a hard time expressing/communicating them. The crazy thing is that it is literally like 5-6 different major topics that would break down into a million little things. I'm not sure which to ...

Day 2. Sleep has been tough, and so vivid. After staying up for 8 hours playing Oxygen Not Included last night, I managed 3 hours this morning. At 6pm I tried again, and slept for exactly 2 hours this evening. And oh the sights. A dream so vivid it was like a rollercoaster action movie.…

So, I finally started filming the docuseries about my experience with that LA actress I met last year, last week. It was by far the best experience of my life. I flew to florida (scared out of my mind of flying) and filmed for two days. This is just the sizzle deck so the real…

Dear Diary I feel like im playing pretend with everyone I've been dating. So I went thru my hoe phase when I was between the ages of 18-21 it was a rough time I meannnnn it was cool but sometimes it wasn't cool. but yeah anyways that's what led to my 2 year long celibacy.…

I used to think your eyes were like flaming sunsets. Glistening like the comfort of a campfire. Like the flames, always full of misdirection. Or maybe it was just all in my imagination. Maybe it was your manipulation leading me on, like a predator leads its prey. I would've loved you still, if yo...

Today I realized that God could possibly be punishing me for that abortion I had, I'm mad with myself bc I feel alone as I did when I got it. At the time I just started my new job and got pregnant carelessly and was scared. I truly didn't get a chance to be happy…

I slept from midnight to 7am. I had a dream that I was getting a pedicure and manicure with my mom and a rapper named Blueface. I don’t know this rapper personally, or have any knowledge of his music or even think he’s attractive. But there he was, in my dreams. All I remember is…