#love

she invades my mind long auburn locks uncombed a universal freedom weeps from her soul her laugh is a plague of life she's young but old as time a blind trust that's second only to mine as delicate as an herbal tea she's an acquired taste her lean body gyrates madly the toxins fill her…

I woke up this morning unloved. I tried to hold her and she told me to get off. I had less than an hour to be ready for work so I took my early shower and laid back down next to my girlfriend. Once again I tried to hold her in my arms, once again…

I think I have never been touched. Yes, of course I already had tactile interactions with others, even to the extreme tactile interaction that is called sex, but that was never really tactile. I have never been touched with love. It started with a lack of the tactile dimension with a mother. My m...

Eternal red light at a four way. I can feel your heart beating in my memory. A soft rain drops from the sky. The roads are vacant. Our souls were close. the wind kisses me. A distant set of headlights close in. Your breast were sweet to the taste. Lightning illuminates Purgatory. A traveler passe...

I was talking about past memories with my friends during the break before, and I was asked about my punk-phase. Yes, I had a punk-phase. Now I look like a very normal, almost boring woman, I dress in normal clothes, I am not extravagant and I am, I would say, very conformist. Just sometimes you&h...

So now faith, hope, and love abide, these three; but the greatest of these is love. 1 Cor 13:13 It never really struck me before that love is greater in God’s eyes than faith. I pay so much attention to Romans 8 and get so overcome by my own doubts, stumbling and lack of faith.…

Wow, I'm sure glad I saved my old diary.  I wrote over 100k words over about a six year period and THIS is all that was saved on here?? These age rants.  Those were things I had pasted in from the 90s from some old diaries I had in my forties.  I can't even fathom…

Having a kid with SPD can be terrible , can be exasperating and  truly exhausting. I'm one of the lucky people whose kid is extremely high functioning, so much that we wouldn't have actually reached to a diagnosis if it wasn't because I know a girl in high school whose kid has it and I…

I've never been one that celebrates Valentine's day maybe when I was a kid at school and you could send out roses and heart shaped balloons. When I was a teen I hated Valentine's because I used seat at school looking at all the popular girls get like a million roses and I would get…