#love

The living arrangement in my family is pretty wild if you ask me. My older sister and her 5 kids are living with my mom and my little brother and sister. That's 9 people so far, PLUS 2 babies. The one y/0 belongs to my 18 y/o niece and the 7 month old belongs to…

Yesterday I dreamed about him again. We were kissing on a yellow leather chair in a living room with yellow walls, and dimly lit yellow lights. The TV was on. It was playing a soft tune, or a light news channel. I felt peaceful. I felt so open. So in love. We were both so…

I will leave My heart at the door I won’t say a word They’ve all been said before, you know So why don’t we Just play pretend Like we’re not scared of what is coming next Or scared of having nothing left Look, don’t get me wrong I know there is no tomorrow All I…

Damn I fucking love ducks

Depression is a war within yourself, and it's nice to have a marching song that makes you feel that victory over it is obtainable. I'm listening to If I Lose Myself Tonight by OneRepublic--the Orchestral Intro version by Alesso--the orchestra brings a certain drama to the song that is fitting to ...

Let's spend a moment talking about the man who has been predominately by my side for an upwards of nearly two years. I don't know how or why I'm even thinking about sharing these things I ponder with you, but I need an outlet. I met him, in a situation that anyone could guess wasn't…

When I was out and about being a bad girl, I became close with someone on my daughter's father's side of the family. He was a bad drug and alcohol user. Eventually we hooked up a few times and decided being good friends was the best option . After committing some major crimes he turned…

Truthfully speaking, I've spent plenty time thinking about the days that lead up to my arrest in September 2016, that lead to the beginning of my adult life. The other part of this, is I've spent a long time thinking that was where my story ended, but that's just the beginning. I've been very con...

Charity, continuing with Letter 2: So, where did I leave off...getting old and health. Ya. Fun stuff. Let's see. Busy - I went to Accra...and honestly, I did not care for Ghana, at all. Not really at all. Wait, I did fall in love with the Jolla Rice at KFC (they have KFC and Uber…

[embed]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wm54XyLwBAk[/embed] Back in the day, (the 1990's) I had an Oasis band shirt and a CD. I love(d) them. I was a total band geek. Actually, I still am. It's pathetic lol....  Long story short? I took Richard back bc Colleen my sister was very against me dating ...