#love

Yesterday I dreamed about him again. We were kissing on a yellow leather chair in a living room with yellow walls, and dimly lit yellow lights. The TV was on. It was playing a soft tune, or a light news channel. I felt peaceful. I felt so open. So in love. We were both so…

I will leave My heart at the door I won’t say a word They’ve all been said before, you know So why don’t we Just play pretend Like we’re not scared of what is coming next Or scared of having nothing left Look, don’t get me wrong I know there is no tomorrow All I…

Damn I fucking love ducks

Depression is a war within yourself, and it's nice to have a marching song that makes you feel that victory over it is obtainable. I'm listening to If I Lose Myself Tonight by OneRepublic--the Orchestral Intro version by Alesso--the orchestra brings a certain drama to the song that is fitting to ...

Let's spend a moment talking about the man who has been predominately by my side for an upwards of nearly two years. I don't know how or why I'm even thinking about sharing these things I ponder with you, but I need an outlet. I met him, in a situation that anyone could guess wasn't…

When I was out and about being a bad girl, I became close with someone on my daughter's father's side of the family. He was a bad drug and alcohol user. Eventually we hooked up a few times and decided being good friends was the best option . After committing some major crimes he turned…

I'm doing it!! 😆 I'm actually not contacting him. This probably seems silly to you guys, but me not being able to talk to someone is so difficult. I always feel bad and then end up messaging them so I don't feel bad for ignoring them. But in this situation, the biggest help for me is…

No answer. Any call back? No. Not his style, or mine to be honest. If someone called me I'd usually message them o n WhatsApp later on and be like everything okay? So I imagined he did this. But I don't know because as soon as I got his voicemail, I hung up, half hoping…

As I pointed out, my friend, now called E, it's his birthday on Thursday, and as pointed out, I'm mind-fucked at the minute. I originally wrote him a letter explaining certain memories I have of him and ended it with wanting to cut contact completely. But over time, I changed it and gradually tur...

I'm in a relationship for 2 years. He's in a relationship for 1 year. He admitted feelings for me a month ago. I liked him, but not the way I do now. I've fallen hard out of nowhere since those words he said. It's like his words a month ago unleased a desire in me…