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What started it this time, I can't remember. It's always there, so when it rears its head, it's sometimes ambiguous as to its definite arrival, it's definite, "Go. Go." On a whim, on an early day in July, so a month ago, from my office computer I first looked up jobs that would be suitable…

North Country Federal Credit Union. Morristown VT. I want to do my banking there. Why? I currently do my banking at a local credit union here in Idaho. My married life has been here for ten years. My whole life, I've practically been here for 29 years. I have made "roots," here. But I want…

I opened up Open Diary yesterday, as I was in a pensive, reflective mood. At age 33, I feel like I'm too early for a midlife crisis. However, having gone through a wife with cancer, a lost child at the beginning of that experience... and pastoring a church for almost ten years, and in the…

I feel: ready panicked overwhelmed trapped craved like a mofo love for my wife and aglow with knowing she is wanting this so much so ready to smoke a joint lol angry pissy benevolent METH please give me omg ready set go

I have been Mrs. G. for nearly four years. It's good to be back on Open Diary. I have to change my name, though. SO much has changed, as I'm sure it did for many of you in the past five years, who find yourself returning to the haven that was your online journal. I…

People have said that the first year is the hardest, or that learning to live together was hard. Our first years have been easy, and living with him is a joy. I'm so grateful for how good we have it. He's always willing to listen, he never judges me when I cry over absolutely nothing,…

Yesterday was Mother's Day. I had a headshot session in the morning that went well. I joined Ryan & his parents for lunch, where we made his dad laugh so hard his ribs hurt afterward. My students had a practice recital (that no one showed up for because it was Mother's Day), and everyone who&...

Happy Vamlumtime's Day to the love of my life. I'm sorry I didn't get home until 9:30 this evening. Thank you for bringing me dinner while I was at work, for giving me the good parking spot, for walking out to check the mail with me, and for making ridiculous faces & dancing along while…