#paranoia

I hung out with my roommates girl friend and watched the new Downton Abbey movie (which we call DowntAn, because everyone is tan all of a sudden). And it was cool. I feel weirdly guarded around her I guess because she is dating my room mate and I think everyone is attracted to me. So…

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ABOUT TO BE BROKE WITH A BUSINESS I AM DISAPPOINTED TO BE RUNNING ALONE. - I need to calm this anger down. I need to tame the fear of- How can you literally love someone to the core of your being and hate them at the same time???HOW? How can you feel so complete…