READ ALL ABOUT ME.
No, not really.
I love cats, nursing and advocating for addiction RECOVERY.
I also advocate for rehabilitation of criminals, considering at one point I was one.
I'm a mom.
I'm weird.
I love food, and fitness(they don't go together)
I try to love everyone.
I don't eat meat........ sorry. Animal advocate too.
BTW-*Drugs are bad*, *recovery is amazing* read on for more info.
I love friends I'll never probably see, feel free to add or contact me.
If you're in recovery add me too,
if you're not in recovery YET, I'm always here to talk and share experiences. <3

Latest Entry

Love Doesn’t Run Away to California alone

December 10, 2018
As i recently wrote about, my sister passed away on the 21st of November, this time was extremely numbing. I felt a lot of new emotions, combined. I felt I had to go to work and just, deal. I drove the car she died in to work and almost had a heart attack, I just…
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Recent Entries

  • Heroin kidnapped my little sister and best friend last week.
    November 28, 2018
    I recently wrote about grief, and the last few months have slowly brought me to a life of extreme anxiety and depression. I spent months, up all night after work wondering if I was going to die out of no where, what I would do if I lost someone else, and basically swimming in my…
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  • Greif
    November 4, 2018
    It's funny because I'm pretty much going through the grieving process from the relationship I've been involved in. He's not dead, but he might as well be considering the person he came off to be years ago was never really him. I don't know what chemicals made me believe I was in love for so…
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  • Dark side of my relationship
    August 15, 2018
    Let's spend a moment talking about the man who has been predominately by my side for an upwards of nearly two years. I don't know how or why I'm even thinking about sharing these things I ponder with you, but I need an outlet. I met him, in a situation that anyone could guess wasn't…
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  • A sad reuniting with an old friend
    August 15, 2018
    When I was out and about being a bad girl, I became close with someone on my daughter's father's side of the family. He was a bad drug and alcohol user. Eventually we hooked up a few times and decided being good friends was the best option . After committing some major crimes he turned…
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  • Share with me your most “life changing” memory, good or bad.
    August 9, 2018
    So, I want to know your most life changing memory, I don't care about what it is! It can be the moment you got married, the moment you first shit your pants, and anything in-between! (p.s I hope you didn't ever shit your pants, but it happens.) Mine was September 3rd 2016, it was the…
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  • Earliest memory?
    August 9, 2018
    My earliest memory. Hm,  well... I may have a supressed plethora of memories because the earliest one I am five. I was in a new school in Erie,  starting kindergarten. I was sitting on a floor mat eith 20 or so other kids,  picking their noses or nearly napping while listening to a woman about&he...
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  • The Horrifying Lack of Compassion for Addicts
    August 7, 2018
    Last night, while mindlessly scrolling through my facebook feed I come across a local video gaining publicity. The video is of a woman, possibly overdosed in a car. The man taping her is violently shaking her, her neck bending back and forth while screaming "wake up you junkie fuck", and complain...
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  • One of my 1000 misconceptions about recovery & more!!!
    August 3, 2018
    Truthfully speaking, I've spent plenty time thinking about the days that lead up to my arrest in September 2016, that lead to the beginning of my adult life. The other part of this, is I've spent a long time thinking that was where my story ended, but that's just the beginning. I've been very con...
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  • A Little Lost in Recovery
    August 2, 2018
    I know they always tell you in meetings and recovery you are either progressing or regressing and theres no inbetween. If I had to pick one I'd say I'm regressing. I know my life is going better, I am working a lot at a good job, getting trained by nice people, getting nice paychecks, spending&he...
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