#relationships

My therapist said I should start journaling, so here I am. It feels like Covid really fucked everything up, but maybe it was just a catalyst for the inevitable. We started off so happy, but now neither one of us can say anything. How did we get to this place, how did we become what…

Love feels different with each person that I've fallen for. I remember falling in love when I was 16, and he told me we were going to get married. Young little virgins, we were. Then, after we had sex, things got a little strange and he started talking to other girls. He left me for…

I’ve been trying to avoid the fact that I met him 7 years ago. He was single, visiting the US but he got into a relationship and ended up marrying the “friend”. We met one hot afternoon while he was visiting and I was supposed to be off work. There have been many hookups since…

Does one run away or towards love? I’ve watched so many series with perfect relationships that I sometimes expect the same outcome in my love life. Trying to find the perfect person, with amazing qualities, who turn out to be just a facade before meeting their true self. This is one of the reason...

I'm a firm believer in knowing where you came from to see how far you've gone... or how you got there. I'm 35, gay, upper-middle class, basically retired, have 3 great dogs, a nice house, and a brand new jeep.  On paper things are awesome. I'm from a broken home, have no contact with my…

There is many people in the world and therefore many different perspectives but there are certain things I will never and quite frankly don't ever want to understand. Ever since I could remember (since I was in elementary lol) I've always has this abnormal disdain for cheating. Most people will a...

I'm asexual, but i'm sure i'm not aromantic.  I've also always thought of myself as heterosexual (and then heteroromantic), but then i'm really not sure. I've had several long term relationships with males, however i would always get bored in the end.  My last partner I actually lived with for se...

I don't know how I became so lost, so troubled, so f*cked up. I'm 19 years old, and my life has been crumbling for so long but without the effort to put it back together again, I have fallen down into a rabbit hole. Depression, Anxiety, Panic disorder, eating disorder, self harm, commitment issue...

Been a busy couple of days... I can say that much... yesterday I didn't accomplish much... truly.  I got my exercise in.. closed all my rings on my Apple Watch (which I do every day)..so that's not saying much... my husband and I got in a bit of a tiff last night over my weight…

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ABOUT TO BE BROKE WITH A BUSINESS I AM DISAPPOINTED TO BE RUNNING ALONE. - I need to calm this anger down. I need to tame the fear of- How can you literally love someone to the core of your being and hate them at the same time???HOW? How can you feel so complete…