#relationships

I AM SO FED UP WITH MY MOTHER. First off, ever since I told my crush that I liked him, she SUDDENLY realizes how much we talk over text. Wow, incredible. CAUSE HE TOTALLY DOESN'T LIVE ONE STATE FROM ME. Also, like, WHY ARE YOU SUDDENLY MAKING SUCH A BIG DEAL ABOUT ME LIKING SOMEONE????…

So my birthday was spent with a guy I met while dancing at a band event. He seemed cool and easy going. but he was really touchy: caressing my legs, putting his arm around me. He wanted alot of intimacy from me Day one- something that felt unnatural. I think in the midst of my…

TW: abuse, SA, domestic abuse, grooming, drug abuse [no detailed descriptions] When I was a young teen, think 13 years old, I had a prophetic dream. It was vivid, surreal, and absolutely foreshadowed a major event in my life. Normally we don't think of meeting people as an event, but this was. In...

Dear Love, Today is difficult. Anxiety of wanting you, but not yet having you, weighs heavy on my chest. At times, it feels like the cards are stacked against me. They say it’s better to have hand and lost, than never to have had at all. And I can’t say it’s something that I agree…

I called my mom today and cried to her. We talked about heartbreak and the feeling of inadequacy. I told her how much the last month had been weighing down on me; how things at work weren't going well, I was was struggling to sleep because of my depression and PTSD and how every time…

I have struggled, for most of my life, with relationships. In general, relationships are hard to navigate. It's hard to incorporate another individual into your life, especially when you've spent a majority of your life only having to worry about yourself and your family and even friends. To be d...

typing with long nails is going to be a nightmare. . . after work today, i went to the gym with my boyfriend. now, im sitting in my bed eating cookies and drinking cider in my slipknot shirt. i was high energy for a bit, but now im very tired and would rather be in…

I can't help but think that maybe he doesn't think I'm worth stepping up for. Not worth the effort. A part of me believes that.

I think I'm still carrying the hurt from everything we went through last year. Eventually the hurt manifested in anger, irritation, the confusion of realising that all the things that I'm mad about today and yesterday are all symbolic of the same old issue that was never properly resolved. I wond...