#relationships

I’ve been trying to avoid the fact that I met him 7 years ago. He was single, visiting the US but he got into a relationship and ended up marrying the “friend”. We met one hot afternoon while he was visiting and I was supposed to be off work. There have been many hookups since…

Does one run away or towards love? I’ve watched so many series with perfect relationships that I sometimes expect the same outcome in my love life. Trying to find the perfect person, with amazing qualities, who turn out to be just a facade before meeting their true self. This is one of the reason...

I'm a firm believer in knowing where you came from to see how far you've gone... or how you got there. I'm 35, gay, upper-middle class, basically retired, have 3 great dogs, a nice house, and a brand new jeep.  On paper things are awesome. I'm from a broken home, have no contact with my…

There is many people in the world and therefore many different perspectives but there are certain things I will never and quite frankly don't ever want to understand. Ever since I could remember (since I was in elementary lol) I've always has this abnormal disdain for cheating. Most people will a...

I'm asexual, but i'm sure i'm not aromantic.  I've also always thought of myself as heterosexual (and then heteroromantic), but then i'm really not sure. I've had several long term relationships with males, however i would always get bored in the end.  My last partner I actually lived with for se...

I don't know how I became so lost, so troubled, so f*cked up. I'm 19 years old, and my life has been crumbling for so long but without the effort to put it back together again, I have fallen down into a rabbit hole. Depression, Anxiety, Panic disorder, eating disorder, self harm, commitment issue...

Been a busy couple of days... I can say that much... yesterday I didn't accomplish much... truly.  I got my exercise in.. closed all my rings on my Apple Watch (which I do every day)..so that's not saying much... my husband and I got in a bit of a tiff last night over my weight…

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ABOUT TO BE BROKE WITH A BUSINESS I AM DISAPPOINTED TO BE RUNNING ALONE. - I need to calm this anger down. I need to tame the fear of- How can you literally love someone to the core of your being and hate them at the same time???HOW? How can you feel so complete…

While starting writing and journaling has already had a cathartic effect only three posts in, I also find myself overwhelmed by the flood of emotions, memories, and doubt the process has released. I think about so many things I want to unload. It’s pretty obvious that I’m a pro at bottling up. I ...

So when I told my mom about the car and what it costs, he came downstairs to listen to me. I finished my call and he kept walking around. He was looking to approach me but i refused to engage. He walked into the hallway, and then walked back down it after mumbling something to…