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Dear Diary, Hi, I'm new, I don't exactly know how this all works but I'm hoping this will help me kinda just......spill I guess. recently I have started finding myself closer with god and wanting to repair my relationship with him after I have done many many sins that I regret. I lost my faith&he...

haven’t posted for awhile, thought i’d update. i self harmed yesterday, broke my three day streak. fuck that. i plan to do it again soon too. why do i even have i am sober? i cant wear short sleeves now, even tho i doesn’t show, even the slightest movement and boom! freak alert! i wore…

(TW!! GRAPHIC WORDS, IMAGERY, SH/ED) (i’m not crossing it out this time bc i don’t feel like it) i haven’t self harmed today. i’m proud? idk honestly. i didn’t go to school at all bc my stomach didn’t feel well. it’s not like anyone actually believed me, but they acted like they did. i take…