#whatdoido

I need to write an entry because it's been a few days, I am feeling off without my older kids. Although I know they will be home tomorrow, I am feeling anxious again and trying to keep things under control. My husband is home and pretty much completely ignoring me, he doesn't even try to…

So I finally grew a pair and ended my almost 11 year relationship only 4 days ago, I really thought that i was doing the right thing by discussing things together and telling him what my plans were and i thought that everything was going ok until last night. Last night he was drinking alone…