& some momento

ii had a notion so i came here but with some effort i came here! how to explain? on a recent night i conceived some sorry conceit – a hope. i gleaned the thinnest hope from nothing ..

it is just that it pitifully occurred to me that all the sorrow might lift, this long nonsensical – that i might lose that lamentable influence 🙂

the man, the book, the swig of tea. thou. how will i- how will i excise all this, how will i seal myself against these cruel and frivolous stains, that are your influences.

this is nothing, just an hieroglyph of the day.