Going down the drain

There’s really no way to describe depression to someone who has never experienced it.

Like, I just want to feel confortable for a whole minute…

Is it comparable to when you’re crashing after taking drugs? Chemically it could make sense. I’ve spent the last two weeks on intense anxiety. At some point my body couldn’t take any more of whatever hormone is produced by anxiety, so it stopped producing it. And now I’m completely drained and I don’t feel much at all. Except…well, you know.

 

 

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August 18, 2020

dude, just be happy.

 

kidding, tbh when im depressed i try to watch really sad and depressing movies so i can be sad about that instead of whatever sadness i can barely pin point in myself. I dont know if that helps but i hope it does. <3

August 20, 2020

@icanttypewithnails

Hahaha yeah I get it. Today I viciously tortured the characters of my self-created imaginary series (idk if you know what I’m talking about but people always look at me crazy when I mention my imaginary world so I assume it’s an unusual thing)

It got me feeling better.