Recent Entries

• #ThemeOfTheWeek82 ; Shittiest emotion

  August 18, 2020

  If you could stop one human emotion from existing, which one would it be?   Restlessness. I hate that shit. I dont want to do anything, but i feel like i want to do everything, but im lazy + a fuck ton of anxiety? Such a stupid state to be in. I feel like i…

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• No, you can NOT pet dat dawg

  August 18, 2020

  I have pretty pink nails on and my eyebrows are literally so perfect i could die. I could drop a few lbs tho./ Anyways i met up with Sid; It was ok. I didnt feel passionate burning love like i felt like i was supposed to ... Its actually so weird because I dont remember…

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• Good Morning, I Guess.

  August 4, 2020

  I dont understand why its been normalized to have to say good morning to someone every single morning, like we fucking get it. Im not sure if people are so codependant or if im just a bitch. I feel like everything Sid does annoys the shit out of me, maybe its my bleeding vagina, or…

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• Pink Lemonade & Watermelon

  August 3, 2020

  Im tired. I didnt sleep at all last night because i spent my Saturday getting drunk af and trying to keep up with someone on coke. Not a good idea at all lol   I also had a conversation with Sid. It ended up basically being "trust the process" Idk what that even means but…

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• Single in 2020

  July 31, 2020

  Ok but why the fuck cant i want to be single? And loved? AT THE SAME TIME? im very annoyed because im starting to get the vibe with this new guy im talking to, lets call him Sid, that he wants to for sure start a relationship. I havent been in a relationship since literally…

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• Rambles of an Idiot

  July 31, 2020

  So I had a diary on here a long time ago, and i think im either feeling nostalgic or i just want to work on my writing skills. Im not sure what to say other than im talking to a new guy. I think my old diary was all about a boy as well. I…

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• first

  October 2, 2018

  i love my nails but they make it harder to type... i guess... im typing now... i used to have a diary on here when i was a teenager. i wish i could read it.   i am still broken, i am still sad. i am still everything i was before.   i left a…

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