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I am literally disinterested in every aspect of life right now. I dont think i have ever felt true burnout but if this is it, i am feeling it. I dont even hate my job but the first thought i have in the mornings is i literally rather be dead then go in. I am trying to combat this with “going out” or doing fun things when im off work but it seems i can barely get myself to go anywhere when i finally get home.

I feel mentally checked out. Even writing this is a chore. I need a break. I need to take few months off tbh. I need a fucking sabbatical.

Gonna start saving money for one starting today.