Lonely

It’s been a few weeks I had not felt this way. I’ve been keeping myself busy with work, surrounded by friends and focusing on my professional career. But last night something triggered me. Hanging out with a married couple and my friend bringing a date made me feel awkward and lonely. I don’t like the feeling when I get into this emotional rollercoaster. Makes me feel weak and immature.

I will be better. Little by little. Step by step.

Cooking made me feel great earlier. I will continue working on my health and be better one step at a time.