It’s been a few weeks I had not felt this way. I’ve been keeping myself busy with work, surrounded by friends and focusing on my professional career. But last night something triggered me. Hanging out with a married couple and my friend bringing a date made me feel awkward and lonely. I don’t like the feeling when I get into this emotional rollercoaster. Makes me feel weak and immature.

I will be better. Little by little. Step by step.

Cooking made me feel great earlier. I will continue working on my health and be better one step at a time.

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November 14, 2021

I don’t need a man/woman to make me happy… I’m a solitary person. I like being that way. I am social but for the most part, it’s just me and me thoughts.

November 14, 2021

@juliebear I feel the same way most of the time. Some days it’s a little weird and I turn into a codependent person. But thanks for your message. I appreciate it

November 15, 2021

@alecksander02 no prob. 👍