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• Jumbled Thoughts On Sex and Love

  May 25, 2023

  I feel like I live in a perpetually confused state when it comes to what I want out of a romantic relationship. I lacked confidence growing up and I didn't have sex or a boyfriend until I was 22. And shortly after losing my virginity is when I was raped. Once I ended things with…

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• Mentally Unwell

  May 24, 2023

  Let's have a talk about something near and dear to my heart: mental health, and because May is mental health awareness month this is a great time. I find mental health to be so important because I have seen the ebbs and flows of my own struggles. Everyone's situation is different, not everything ...

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• Let’s Talk Self Love and Abandonment

  May 23, 2023

  Can you love someone else if you do not love yourself? I see that question tossed around a lot on the internet. The consensus is no, that one must love themselves in order to love someone else. But my therapist perplexed me when she flipped that question. She asked me if I love myself, I…

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• My Weight To Carry

  May 22, 2023

  I have always been fat. Every stage of my life, at least the ones I remember. My mom's side of the family was all overweight so I didn't know that it was a problem until I was told. I have never had a healthy relationship with food, I was never taught one. My family has…

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• A Lost Childhood

  May 21, 2023

  I grew up long before I was grown, I was forced to. My parents worked odd hours so my nana and papa took on a major parental role. My papa favored my brother and so my nana favored me. She had muscular dystrophy and I never knew her outside of her wheelchair and eventually hospital bed.…

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