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Finito.

August 21, 2013
I'm not feeling the love here anymore.  It is what it is.  This will be my last entry, and in a month, it will be gone.  Everything around me is changing, and I feel at a loss.  I can't do anything to stop it, and can't seem to conquer the mountain.  This place used to&he...
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