Recent Entries

• Opioid Addiction

  December 10, 2021

  I've been struggling to get through this article I have to read for school. It talks about the difference in media presentation between communities and the effects it has on them. After seeing a photo of a woman shooting up 3 pages in I couldn't handle it. I had to take a step back, and…

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• Starting Over?

  December 9, 2021

  Everyone around me is convinced that my relationship is toxic, and it very well may be. I hate feeling this pain though, and fighting the urge to reach out to him. I want to tell him all about my day, but I would be continuing the cycle of treating me whatever way he wants, and…

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• My Wonderful Honey

  December 7, 2021

  I think I've been too hard on him lately. The reality is I do need to let go of the past, but I'm scared of history repeating itself. I am by no means perfect, and I think I've been reflecting my own opinions of myself onto him. I've been feeling guilty, so I make him…

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• Organizing My Thoughts

  December 6, 2021

  It's been getting better. I mean to start I cleaned my apartment, I'm doing my laundry, and I'm getting back into a better headspace. I'm still super behind with school, but hopefully I can fix that tomorrow. I'm planning on waking up at 6:00 A.M. to start preparing myself to start work on Monday...

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• Don’t fit in?

  December 4, 2021

  At a friend's.. relaxing kind of not in a healthy manner. I could of just want to leave honestly. Maybe it's just wanting to run from rejection.  Tried to open up to somebody about what is going through my mind and my friend shut it down. Her reasoning is because I shouldn't let a stranger…

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• Lost

  December 2, 2021

  It feels like spiders have infested my mind and are clawing their way out as I stand by helplessly. Everything has been bothering me. The lack of work, having to cook or clean, needing to converse with friends to avoid losing a connection.. My sickly boyfriend coughing on me. I started therapy ho...

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