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• fail – random writing 1

  August 3, 2023

  "I wanna write!" the voice in my heart cries, but it's met with the exasperating exhaustion of imposter syndrome and focusing too much on "perfection". Today's entry is going to differ -- what'll happen is this post will only feature a streamline of my (usually chaotic) thoughts with minimal/no e...

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• POEMS: A CRESCENDO

  June 6, 2023

  (1) YOUR HOUSE  paid twenty dollars for a small pizza total heartbreak diva a hurt smile like the mona lisa i put it all on my visa you kept me around because it was fun no remorse, for the feelings you left undone my head spun now that it’s over I’ll wish it never begun…

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• CRUSH OR HYPER FIXATION

  May 8, 2023

    ˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖   I’m too much right now I’m sorry I had to let you down My eyes cry glitter I promise i’ll try To not be bitter But it’s too hard tonight When your nails are painted Shining in the moonlight I swear I’ve never seen a smile so bright Your teeth are crystals…

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• MADNESS IS MACBETH

  May 4, 2023

  Trust is like a mirror. Once it's broken, you can never look at it the same again. In the tragedy "Macbeth" written by William Shakespeare, betrayal is clearly evident through the frequent actions of the main characters themselves. The play takes place in Scotland, revolving around the life of a ...

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• “I’M NOT ANYONE’S FAVOURITE”

  April 23, 2023

  I was given my mother’s flame. The desire to defend, protect, and serve honourably, no matter what cause or consequence involved. Being a fighter is embedded in my nature without me even having to try. I just close my eyes and trust that everything will fall apart, but then back into place again....

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• CHAPTER 6 – CUPIDO

  February 23, 2023

  Love is what flows the thoughts, feelings, and emotions to my heart. I crave the eternal touch of another - that moment when your hand grazes my face, outlining my jaw like it was one your best paintings. It is present in the lines of your smile when you laugh, like a galaxy exploding, your…

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• CHAPTER 5: UNTITLED

  December 17, 2022

  The pain I feel is familiar. It’s one that I can’t shake. It creeps up on me even when I’ve ran through my self-love checklist twice. I can’t stop thinking about who I am and who I’m meant to be. My world is always spinning ten times faster than I can grab hold of and…

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• CHAPTER 4: AUTHENTICITY AND ALIENATION

  December 6, 2022

  This chapter is an open letter to myself. In the future, I hope I find you well rested. I know it’s hard to understand the meaning of rest — it sometimes feels impossible to slow down. In times like these I want you to remember when we lit the match of self love. When we…

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• CHAPTER 3: THE WATER BEARER

  December 2, 2022

  Take me down to the river bend. I want to take a look at my reflection in the water and see if you’re still in it. Maybe the current will create waves high enough for me to meet you there. I see them in my dreams at night when I close my eyes and you’re…

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