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• Open Letter to Everyone.

  January 31, 2010

   Hey. How you all doin'? Now, I know that most of you don't read this, so I'm going to just put this out there for my own peace of mind. It'll make me feel better. I've found that just getting things out there generally does make me feel better, even if the outcome isn't exactly…

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• 2010. Decade best left forgotten.

  January 1, 2010

   Some of the past ten years have been utterly forgettable. Some years I couldn't forget with a 40 of Jack, and a hollow point chaser. But I'm guessing I wouldn't have it any other way. I guess. Let's see, I graduated high school in 2001, graduated from boot camp in 2002, got discharged from ...

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• Just a thought.

  December 15, 2009

   Tick tock tick tock, Hook's afraid of a dead ol' croc! Left in a state of complete disrepair. I haven't shattered yet, but that doesn't mean I'm not broken. What should I do, what should I say? Do I walk or do I run away? I guess that means I'm not where I want to…

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• All’s fair in love and war. Well, maybe just war.

  December 8, 2009

   So, yeah. Over two years, and my subconscious still won't let me be. I fall asleep and my dreams are a mix of lamenting pasts and West Side Story. Families were brought together and torn apart. There was singing, and costumes, and regret, and wishes all muddled together in an instant of bri...

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• No control, No Parkour, Josh go crazy.

  December 2, 2009

   I need my car. No no, let me rephrase. I NEED my car. Facebook doesn't allow me to bold, italicize, and double underline that word while making it abnormally large. But if it did, know that all those changes would be made. I'm still not really in the swing of things, and that's kind of…

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• The only difference between CT and CA is T&A.

  September 8, 2009

  I'm struck with this feeling like this all I've become. And for someone like me who is constantly looking to be better and improve, hitting a ceiling like this can be devestating to one's ego and self importance. Is this really everything I am? Is this how far as I can make it? Am I…

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• I’m a genius.

  August 12, 2009

  Burnin Bridges. Damage control. Using people. Gettin my money's worth. Alienating. See burning bridges. Being alone. Priceless. For lack of a better term. Legitimately. Like I said before. I am a genius. I'm right your wrong. I'm write, you're still wrong. I found Mrs. Right, and now I'm just loo...

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• Answer me this.

  April 4, 2009

  How does one man keep from being crushed between the weight of heaven and earth?

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• Ever the fan of pragmatism, I.

  March 7, 2009

   Every now and then, it pays to discover. Reading the past like an old book printed on tissue paper, left in a box in the attic all winter. As fragile as those pages seem, my past is anything but. I am anything but. I am not your butt. I was right about a lot of…

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