7 College: 05/06 - 08/10

I just need someone to believe in me.

things have changed. but really. more than anything. things are the same. just, different. but the same.

"we only have our bodies" - G.D.C

Sometimes I have a hard time..I don't really know how to explain this...I worry, I can't STOP, it's almost like a panic attack...that lasts hours; and I worry and I get overwhelmed by the worry to the point that it debilitates me. And in the back of my head I know that tomorrow will be…

There are a lot of things I should say. I've just got to work up the courage to say it all. Find the time to say it all. and the motivation. Sometimes I just feel like. Why bother? You know? No one cares. no one is going to change. nothing is going to change. I…

If you treat me like a therapist. Please pay me like one. Or maybe just be my therapist every once in awhile.

why are buttons so easy to push

When you love someone, their happiness is more important than your own. Always. And if its not, maybe you should question yourself.

I generally know what I don't want, at least. I just don't want to act selfish, appear selfish, feel selfish...so I allow you to make the decision and then just disagree until you happen upon something that appeases me. And then I am never to blame, it was YOUR idea, I merely went along with…

Half an hour is not enough time to do anything really. But it is too much time to do nothing.