From Before

Im not sure why but I find it so hard to reconnect with writing here.   I'm canceling my sub for a while to see if I feel compelled to bring it back to life.  I suppose also that if I do decide to come back I'll go for the year.  its just I m…

I am not a depressed person, I am a FED UP person. I cried on the way to work because I'm so ANGRY that my life has been so full of loss and sacrifice and more loss and disappointment.  I have lost ridiculous amounts of people for someone my age, most of them died young. …

I have been dipping my toe into the waters of the dating pool and its incredibly frustrating.  If all I wanted was a hook up, I'd have a dance card ten miles long. but no...  Nooo, I want to find a ... CONNECTION.  *GASP* (I know, ridiculous and unattainable right?) "You mean you actually want&he...

I saw this on the DMs page and I agree, looks like fun so here in all of their glory, are twenty random facts about me I absolutely love my job I like to wear socks that dont match, If i see a matched pair, ill put them on until I lose one. I dont…

I have a lot of really good people in my life.  My best friends are more than that, they are my family.  My biological family is all mostly dead, with the exception of 2 sisters and a brother. My parents both died fairly young, I am still in my 30s, albeit, late 30s.  Dad passed…

Ok, I accept that I have been very unsuccessful at keeping up here. My life has been a bit of a whirlwind since June so writing in here has not been a priority.  But, It seems we are in phase where life will settle down like it does in the quiet of winter. I honestly…