I am a lover of cats, I think I'm from the stars and I believe in magic.

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woo, that last one was a little dramatic.

June 26, 2019
And to be honest it only went downhill from there for a while.  got myself involved with ANOTHER married long distance situation like a suckaa. It ended really badly.  like existential crisis badly. (totally having Deja Vu right now) Let me just give you the highlights of this year so far: Januar...
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    November 23, 2018
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