I try to visit my family at least twice a month if not more. It’s difficult to visit when dad is an abusive ass. He still insults, makes fun of you, and really gets under my skin. His negative energy and the anger I have towards him for being so physically abusive in the past.
He says he doesn’t remember what he did. Mom believes him, but I’m just in awe that he even said that. I’m not looking for apology anymore because I’ll never get it.
I just want to have a good time with them when I visit not have to listen to his negativity and my mom’s endless complaining about him. I hope it will be a good Christmas this year.