So frustrating

Went to see him today, against my best judgment.  Hes manic.

I tried so hard to be easy, but he snapped on the hickeys he gave me. And followed suit w I’m on drugs.

I really squashed that one. He said hes triggered by my sniffles because i was crying.

He says a lot to me. Its hard to not get upset. He then tells me he had a bad day.

After i fed him, he started to feel better.

He did talk a lot. I really tried to get him to just go home and sleep but he wanted to be w me. Then, he snapped.

I left.

Texted him, he responded. I just can’t. He’s not ready.