Sadness…

I’m feeling sad…

I miss my sister’s ex-husband’s kids.  They were a part of our lives for over ten years and every once in a while I get an overwhelming feeling of missing them and wondering how they’re doing.  I tried keeping in touch with them via Facebook and there was just too much drama.  I unblocked all of them on Facebook this evening and roamed around on their pages.  It just made me miss them more.  I can’t block them again for 48-hours.  I have an obsessive personality and if I don’t keep them blocked, I will constantly look at their updates, pictures, etc and it will just keep me upset.

This is best…