bring the boys back home

god what a week so far…

i am on the raggity edge…

i try to get into the holiday crap, its not happening…

girls try to talk to me and i am infuriated…

i am an open nerve and the world around me is a pound of salt…

all i desire is to lay in bed hugging my Jasper and hoping for the world to come to an end…

i would somehow feel justified…

being that i am old and a coward nothing will happen save for my whining…