teo torriatte

today has been a bad day…

smoked my cigarettes till i was sick…

ate everything in the house…

Drank up all my liquids till there was no more…

spent money on things and toys…

nothing can fill the need i have for my son…

i drove past my old house to check and see if he was out playing in the yard or just waiting for me to come and get him…

my heart breaks more and more each day…

i love him and miss more today than i have ever loved or missed him before…

i would give whats left of my life to have him here with me for just one day…