Going forward

I have such a headache. Again, I seem to have an awful headache every day at the moment. Pretty sure stress is causing it. I can hardly stay awake today. So I thought. Let’s stare at a screen, type a load of my muddled thoughts out and make my headache worse. Maybe it’ll finish me off! Fingers crossed lol.

Cosmic soul has so full on for weeks, if I didn’t message first they’d make sure to message and now apart from one insta reel of a tattoo. Nothing, just short replies

I’ve got to move forward. I just saw a video of this woman saying go forward, stop trying an anchor people to you and go through the door. I need to do that. I need to put myself first now, if someone can’t even take the time out to say hello to me. It clearly means I haven’t crossed their mind all day. I’m a parent, I’m an adult. I want to be happy, I want to show my child not to lay your heart on the line for someone who doesn’t even take the time out to text and say ‘hey’

If I, a parent of a disabled child who requires 24/7 care can find the time to message there’s no excuse for someone not to message back.

I love cosmic soul so much. But I’ve got to stop running through fire im only every getting burnt.