#recovery

This recovery is long  I feel like I haven’t  moved from this bedroom in a decade or two  Grasping the doorknob with White knuckled intentions, personal sabotage  planned before my curfew   Impatient for the day  my feet agree  to run, we risk scaling the walls  just to see and feel sun. I s...

I spent a couple of hours reading my old diary last night. I was on here for many years...and didn't realise the site had been revitalised. Found my old diary and reading it was pretty tragic. Broke down in tears today feeling so much pain for the poor girl who lost so many years of…

Happy Christmas Eve everyone! If you want to help me in my journey please check this video out and subscribe to my youtube channel for more vlogging fun. https://youtu.be/IcwxqkPmCW4 ANYWAYS. I feel much better today, I've been somewhat depressed lately and I know things are going to work out. It...

SO. I started an organization, two months ago called Breaking Chains; The Whitney project after my dead sister. I post videos of me talking, and other people recovery from addiction stories. I now have 1,160 likes on the page and an outreach of 32,000 people. we've gotten $400 in donation. Well i...

I recently wrote about grief, and the last few months have slowly brought me to a life of extreme anxiety and depression. I spent months, up all night after work wondering if I was going to die out of no where, what I would do if I lost someone else, and basically swimming in my…

So, I want to know your most life changing memory, I don't care about what it is! It can be the moment you got married, the moment you first shit your pants, and anything in-between! (p.s I hope you didn't ever shit your pants, but it happens.) Mine was September 3rd 2016, it was the…

Last night, while mindlessly scrolling through my facebook feed I come across a local video gaining publicity. The video is of a woman, possibly overdosed in a car. The man taping her is violently shaking her, her neck bending back and forth while screaming "wake up you junkie fuck", and complain...

Truthfully speaking, I've spent plenty time thinking about the days that lead up to my arrest in September 2016, that lead to the beginning of my adult life. The other part of this, is I've spent a long time thinking that was where my story ended, but that's just the beginning. I've been very con...

Heres my story to share, I wrote this on my phone so the grammar isnt great. Eight years ago i was a smart, spoiled highschooler going through a typical breakup. While trying to feel better i met a guy addicted to opiates. We began seeing eachother and i began doing opiates regularly. I continued...

Heres a quick back story. I am a recovering heroin addict. I once faced a life full of drugs, abuse, job losses and institutionalization and incarceration. Lost almost everything, went through the legal system, went through rehabilitation, graduated treatment court and nursing school. I am now an...