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My life sucks.  I fucking hate it.  I don’t even know what to say anymore.  Someone took a big fat pile of crap and made it my life.  Thanks.  Thanks so much.  I really don’t understand people sometimes.  I don’t get it.  Why are people so fucking selfish and mean?  Why do most people have no regard for anyone else’s feeling?  I’m so tired of feeling and so tired of it all.  People wonder why I drink so much…How can I not?  It’s the few moments I have to not feel….