So I’m back in the funk. Sad, lonely, angry, yada yada… My brain is so f@#$ed by all of this. Don’t get me wrong, I totally love the people I’ve come to know on this site, but I have absolutely no support in my “circle”. All I want to do is sit with my ex and talk, like we used to. I don’t even care if she stays with him, I just need to talk to the friend I had for 20 years. I’m really starting to think that if my friends and family saw me drowning, they would just keep walking and that is the one thing that is keeping me from going on.