Come on

Come on. You can do this. You can force yourself through the next month or two

just think of four things to accomplish a day.

i can’t just keep smoking. I need to think of my health. I’m trying to be proactive, trying to get my mood up.

it really helps me to look at ppl’s lyrics and re-write them. It really helps me be kind to myself when it comes to self-expression.

things have just felt so desperately lately. I’ve been thinking about dying and about what might happen when I go to see the specialist about my chest. Have I really hurt myself? Is my body as unhealthy as it seems? Will I ever get my health back? Have I damaged myself irrevocably? Is it just my mood and my frame of mind?
can I get my energy back up? Can I motivate myself again and feel better. I Think my body has sustained major trauma and now it feels like giving up on life. There’s so much more I could write here.
I think I have to force myself even though it’s not very like me. Come on! You can do it you can get through this.