Hi, I’m a senior high student. When the pandemic started my mental health got ruined. Idk if it’s because of the pandemic because when I was in junior high I often cut my wrist to calm myself and to get away from pain. The pandemic start and my studies and grade is almost failed. I don’t care ‘bout my studies because my brain only work when it’s the deadline of submission of outputs. btw I’m also a broken family, I’m with my aunt. My father is in kuwait and my mom don’t want to tell me where is she. My brother is in the province, he’s with my grandparents. I’m struggling financially, mentally, emotionally. out of nowhere I’m having a breakdown, mostly in the middle of the night. I don’t know what to do. I’m really having a hard time working myself to be okay.