The Awful Day Gets Worse…

Today was awful. I couldnt keep my mind off of stealing my mom’s razors and cutting myself. All I keep thinking of is slicing my arm to bits…Jamie hurt her ankle hiking and it reminded me of hurting myself and I just wanted so bad that that cut on her ankle was mine…! Shit, “I am such a freak”. I got a C on my history test and math test. And I have to show my mom the math test…*sigh* I feel like crying my eyes out. My mom is being a pain in the ass too. Trying her hardest to piss me off! >_<

Shit, Okies. Well, I feel so much incredibly better. I just got my moms razor and slightly cut myeslf…only enough to leave little scratches…phew! I feel better now.

XOXO–Lil Depressed Dolly

Dude seriously YOU NEED HELP. I am not saying that in a mean way but a very serious way. I hope you try and get some. [* Mandee *]B176884

aaww… babes, I’m really sorry it got that bad. I’m here for ya when you wanna talk. Try really hard not to cut for a week. Ok?? set tiny goals for your self and than get better. I know I’m a hypocrit Sandee [Red__Tears]B159502

Aww, you were doing so much better for a while! What happened? I still love you! [Incognito]B160351