12/18/2011

I stare at this and I want to write – but I find everything that I write focuses back on to the murder in Ashland. Because the young man was my boyfriend’s friend and co-worker, he obviously is affected – and because I love him we end up talking about it daily.

Perhaps if I just write this much I will get it out of my system and be able to write of other things instead of the daily half starts all about it, that are later deleted because I don’t want to dwell on it here. It seems wrong for me to do so for some reason.

Perhaps since I have written this much, I can write about other things at some point.