Oh Well

For the first time in a little over six years, I am not going to have the rent … and I don’t care.

I gave it all the rest of what I had today, and there was so much opposition, I ended the day with an “F it.”

I don’t expect anyone to believe what I write, but as I said before, I’ve been getting harassed, sabotaged, and blocked for years now. There is an entity out there that does not want me to be able to survive without them. So they ruin everything good I have going,  for myself, and it has become like their life’s mission.

The only thing wrong with me is that I believe in God and the spiritual realm. If that in itself is an illness, then I guess I am crazy, and I’m 100% okay with it. I will love Our Heavenly Father for all of eternity, and neither that nor my stories of abuse will ever change.

It was wild today, though. One company I work with tried to break me and/or my car. After driving 120 miles because I obligated myself to do a job (by mistake because the information got changed), I was done with the BS. Shortly after that, I got sent to a place that had NO product on purpose. That was it for me.

I had to search for things that were hard to find and play with an app to figure out some inventory sh!t that wasn’t my job. Then when it was all said and done, I still had to drive 120 miles and show up late. So I didn’t even make minimum wage while putting hardcore wear and tear on my vehicle.

All these companies rejected me as an employee over the past few years. Yet I had to do all these extra things for their customers. I don’t get paid enough for those additional services, so I won’t be providing them again. It’s management sh!t, actually, and the scope of my tasks do NOT include that kind of work. They also don’t include beating the sh!t out of my car. So that was the last freebie they got from me and the last “show” they got to watch.

The other company doesn’t want to pay me after all me and my car have done. They can burn in hell, too.

Aside from that, people actually seek me out on these gigs just to do harm sometimes. They don’t know me or what I go through and have gone through, but they’re all too eager to join in.

The things that happened today were not due to an algorithm. Algorithms aren’t devious in and of themselves. They are just programs that follow their guidelines and parameters. However, the person who designs an algorithm can manipulate it to do all sort of things like:

• Put a cap on a specific class of people or single person’s income
• Make someone’s tasks take an extra long time to cap their pay
• Block certain people from getting tasks during promotions.
• Etc.

You get the picture. All I have to say to the people involved in this is that I won’t see you in hell, but I hope you burn in hell. Looooong time, lol. May judgement fall upon you faster than it took you to press the “cap income’ button on my stuff. Burn … in … hell.

That said, I better start getting my stuff ready. I guess this journey is over. I have an idea of where I will go if and when I get evicted. It’s not a spectacular place, but at least I won’t have to worry about anyone going through my things when I’m not home or following me around. I intend to disappear completely. Then I will do good until the day I get called home.

I hope I dream tonight. I’d really like to explore “the white guy” further. I want to find out who he is and why his speech is so limited. He can talk, but not that much. The conversations are extremely short. He can answer a question but can’t go into detail. I gather it’s because we’re in different areas of existence. I should probably be thankful I have that much interaction with a benevolent being. They are few and far between.