#thoughts

Today I saw a video on YouTube. I'm always on YouTube, I learn a lot from YouTube. I learnt photography and digital marketing from YouTube. YouTube can also be fun, a lot. Everything's on YouTube. Back to the video. In the video, a guy was talking about how we are supposedly in some sort of…

With this quote from J. Robert Oppenheimer opens my evening, although i'm writing this at 00:48 am, because I only have to study and work tomorrow, I should totally stay awake until late in the night and write something that will probably go unread for ages until some bored soul will stumble upon...

I feel like some days like being sucked into a black hole, what with the COVID19 and all? The days get all runny like this painting.. actually this artwork is symbolic of COVID 19. Do you not reckon so?? Does time flow by without anyone really noticing?? Color your redheaded diarist bamboozled. I...

It’s refreshing to have a space on the internet outside of social media to share my thoughts and feelings. I’ve been yearning to go back to my childhood— the days of live journal, xanga, neopets, and geocities in the late 90s/early 2000s. Back when I blogged, built websites about Star Wars and Ne...

Thanks for commenting on my last and the first Open Diary post! Today I was trying to embrace things I want to accomplish at the end of the year and in 2021. And like always I screwed up. It was too much things to do even planning. I don't get it. Paper planners doesn't work…

Have you ever feels like you have power and ambition to does stuff, but something inside you just keep you away from even starting?

Hello. Where do I start? Well, my name is Nord. Not really, but I’m gonna go by that name on here. First of all, I’m an 8 year old boy. I live in Ireland. I have autism, depression, bipolar disorder, DID and OCD. I’m really lonely. I wonder if people use this site? I’m looking for…

Distraction is not something I'm good at. I spend my days going stir crazy at home still as I have no routine no normal life. I know we are all in the same place and going through the same thing. Its so hard. I had a phone appointment with my therapist today and she asked…

That feel when you're contemplaing posting something to AO3, but you know you'll be crushed if it gets ignored and will never want to write again.

,,, Again … Anew … A Fresh ...   Perhaps this time around the postings will be... frequent? Then again, perhaps fresh starts --- new beginnings --- do overs --- could be a necessity for some. It has always fascinated me (and troubled me!) when I've made up my mind yet fail to follow through!...