#thoughts

Thanks for commenting on my last and the first Open Diary post! Today I was trying to embrace things I want to accomplish at the end of the year and in 2021. And like always I screwed up. It was too much things to do even planning. I don't get it. Paper planners doesn't work…

Have you ever feels like you have power and ambition to does stuff, but something inside you just keep you away from even starting?

Hello. Where do I start? Well, my name is Nord. Not really, but I’m gonna go by that name on here. First of all, I’m an 8 year old boy. I live in Ireland. I have autism, depression, bipolar disorder, DID and OCD. I’m really lonely. I wonder if people use this site? I’m looking for…

Distraction is not something I'm good at. I spend my days going stir crazy at home still as I have no routine no normal life. I know we are all in the same place and going through the same thing. Its so hard. I had a phone appointment with my therapist today and she asked…

That feel when you're contemplaing posting something to AO3, but you know you'll be crushed if it gets ignored and will never want to write again.

,,, Again … Anew … A Fresh ...   Perhaps this time around the postings will be... frequent? Then again, perhaps fresh starts --- new beginnings --- do overs --- could be a necessity for some. It has always fascinated me (and troubled me!) when I've made up my mind yet fail to follow through!...

[embed]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bnVUHWCynig[/embed] I love this song. It has so many different meanings for me. Some are personal and others are universal. One personal meaning is my relationship with my nana... she died when I was a teen... but she was a great influence on me. And a unive...

there was nothing to cling to whilst i tripped on reality images that wafted in between what i knew to be now whispers that were carried to me which spoke of things allowing myself to slide across that line and become the shadows now embrace me, was all for naught? or am i here to…

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