#thoughts

I just slept eight hours. When I first quit smoking, I would have the most vivid dreams and remember every detail. Just now, I remember dreaming but I can’t recall everything. I just remember a girl in my dream, asking me if I smoked and me telling her I was unsure. We were in my…

Dear diary, At times I feel this story needs to be heard and that's the only way I can finally get some closure and move on, but then I feel it's just going to be another story to the world...

Hi. Hello 'journal'. Hello you, reading these likely to be random and unnecessary thoughts. Thoughts, theories, experiences, notes of self-reflection... all these things that we normally internalize. What purpose is there in externalizing them in any way? Why do I even have this internal dialogue...

Personal Log 0921.122822 Its early, I am at work, no traffic so its quiet and I am sitting here, in my head, wondering around. Which is not always a good thing. But you take that mixed with Paul Cardell radio on Pandora it will make you think and wonder, at least for me it does.…

Have you ever been in a situation, where everything feels so damn right that you start fearing there is something hidden that will soon ruin the happy moment? I only know that this is somewhat valid. I don't know where is the fine line between being paranoid and protecting yourself from disappoin...

We do wear crowns all the time. These are the crowns of our divine virtues and Gifts of abundance from God, our Father, the Sabaoth. The more we are grateful and productive, the more diligently we follow our life mission, the more merrily our crown shines with our adamantine jewels, filled incess...

Sitting in bed being wistful yet happy exactly where you are. Like yearning for someone but being too comfy to actually feel too sad about it. And distracting yourself by doing so many Uquizzes because you just want to find out who you are, because youre too lazy to actually try and think about i...

23:04 have a lot of thoughts and feelings going on. i feel like i don’t have many people. like friends. like yes n is my friend. and then d is n’s boyfriend so that makes us friends. and then there’s a who is their flat mate. so we aren’t really classed as friends. and k…

I can't tell if im a main character or if im getting divine punishment for procrastinating on my essay. Also my hands are getting really dry today. I feel terrible about not having the motivation to do things. I wish I was as neurotic with grades as my new friend. Should I talk about my…

Я не могу найти свою цель в жизни. Много лет я плыл по течению жизни, не думая о будущем и просто наслаждаясь сегодняшним днем. После столь долгого плавания по поверхности воды, как дерьмо, я осознал бессмысленность своего пути. Пытаюсь найти смысл своего существования и повернуть его в нужное ру...