what the fuck here I am blogging….. I wanna start by saying I hate my dad. I deeply hate him. even though he’s present I wish he was dead. a whole issue just happened. me and my little sister got in a fist fight im 18 and she’s 14. im 5’9 130 and she’s 5’8 170lbs. we started fighting and my dad came in and started hitting me. I fought back I hung onto his shirt and ripped it all and started throwing punches. my other sister went on top of me to protect me so I couldn’t see so I started kicking like crazy and apparently kicked him in the balls. im upset. im hurt. I wish I had another family. im alone. I have no one to turn to. I wish I could depend on myself so I could just leave and start my own life. but I cant im trapped.