#alone

I feel alone most of the time. I feel like most people have bad intentions. I have no true friends. It feels lonely. I get no text messages or calls. If I'm ever in a time of need I don't have anyone to reach out to. I crave friendships and desire  romantic relationship but I'm…

How did I end up alone again. Literally my entire house went out to dinner without me. No invite. No notice. We have a guest visiting this week. They know I love social outings. They know I love the food that was had tonight. All I received was a simple text after work. “Where are…

Hello. This is something that I wrote just a few minutes ago sitting outside of my house. I feel the need to get my thoughts out there, as I always feel as if nobody is ever listening.     I’m tired of crying every night I’m tired of feeling like nobody gives a shit about…

Well after 6 years and three kids later I am single. It’s weird writing that down for the first time or even mentioning being single: I never thought this day would happen. I have three beautiful children from it, but we technically never married bc he always said it didn’t make sense financially...

So I haven't blogged in probably 8 or so years. I used to be an active Xanga user. I had a pretty big following on there and had friends I actually spoke to over skype sometimes. But most blogging sites seem to have disappeared. I read about this one and I decided to try it.…

god damn it hurts. it hurts being this alone. most nights I accept that im all alone. I don't let it bother me. but it has been killing me.i have no one. I used to have my sister but she has her own life and dreads even talking to me. I do the same thing…

I appreciate those who have commented and offered to be there for me on my previous post, it truly means a lot to me. Things have been rocky for me lately and Im not quite sure how I could possibly fix it. I have a younger sister who looks up to me and if I’m…

I’ve randomly decided to start writing on here about how I feel since I don’t have anybody to talk to in person. I broke down again. It’s exhausting trying to act like I’m so put together.  I’m losing motivation for a lot and I’m tired of everything. I try to stay positive for my family…

when he attacked me I was scared for my life. I have never seen a man go that crazy on his own daughter. I felt so defenseless. he's still pissed off at me. he's mad that I hit him back but it wasn't even like that. it was self defense. I was actually scared for…

im still furious. I want to beat the fuck out of my sister so badly. and I want to spit in my dads face. he's not even my dad he's just an irrelevant man my mom married. I hate this all. and I hate being in fights with my family members. not even cause I…