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I don't know why I'm so anxious about medication and  my body. I'm somewhat educated on disease processes and symptoms of them. I keep lying down and feeling short of breath, I am so depressed that I honestly can only tell you I know that by my (non satisfiable) feeling. I continuously search for...

It's been years since I've written. Part of me is excited to have open diary back! Its been my go to.. My outlet. Meeting unbiased friends ..God knows alpt has been going on in my life .I need to let it all out ..here. Is a good start .

So I am finally doing this again for the first time since I was like 17... Been thinking about starting a new O.D. for a while now, but too scared to just incase my partner ever found out. So much has happened and changed since i was 17 and all of my O.D entries consisted…

1. What did you do in 2018 that you’d never done before? Lost my dad, lost a child, had my world destroyed and reconnected with some old friends 2. Did you keep your new years’ resolutions, and will you make more for next year? I don't make resolutions. If you want to do or be…

So, My Guy flipped our car off a bridge and landed upside down in a creek and drowned. They couldnt get him out of the water. It was cold and at first they said that helped. ... Maybe it did. It took twenty minutes for them to get him out of the water and get…

U am tired of all the disrespect. I yelled at my friend  because she said I won't let her touch my tablet. I was so mad I told her the reason I don't let you touch my tablet is cuz u keep downloading stuff. She says she is sorry but she does it again and…

I'm so happy that OD is back. Evey so often i would surch to see if OD came back.  I don't have an old diary because by now i forgot my long in info.. A lot has happened in the last few years or so. My parents are no longer together. My great grandma died…