#alone

Hmm, I like Fridays. But I usually have my 1-2-1 with my boss and sometimes I dread it. But I do like my boss, which is rare, so, not so bad, it is just work that is not progressing as fast as I want so it makes me feel incompetent. And today, so much for…

So... Today is the first day of the rest of my life cliché. But, let me try get into that mindset. Just finished Tony Robbins UPW 23 and although I don't think it did A LOT for me. I'll keep trying to find the benefit and try to change. The idea is to journal about…

I hold my breath because it hurts breath, everytime breath out makes me want to cry. I feel like a small child who's mom loses them in the mall. Where do I go from here? Who can I trust. I'm all alone in a world full of people going about there business but I have…

As the mother and wife in this house there will never be a Birthday party that I didn’t plan and execute. There will never be a Birthday party that I ever truly get to celebrate as I’m too busy ensuring everyone else’s happiness. There will never be a family vacation or weekend trip that I…

i am not really good at writing, i honestly i am not good at this. well, even in uttering my words really hard for me to construct. my thoughts when i speak or write come out differently or i dont know it seems empty. not empty it just that i cannot express what i wanted…

What is "home"? When I think of my home, I don't think of one at all. For 10 years, I had a home. One I built for my son and busted my ass for. I left it and although I could have always came back, it wasn't the same. It doesn't feel like my home…

I haven’t journaled with on online community in years. Life has been kinda crazy lately though and it has me missing that. Missing the camaraderie of other writers and the friendships that would form as we got to know one another. So I’m here, giving this a shot, hoping to find a place to land.&h...

When I was a sophomore in high school I wrote this poem about feeling obsolete. I can not remember exactly how it went but it was something along the lines of me sitting on Big Ben (in London where my father lived at the time) and being able to look into his window and feeling…

I feel alone most of the time. I feel like most people have bad intentions. I have no true friends. It feels lonely. I get no text messages or calls. If I'm ever in a time of need I don't have anyone to reach out to. I crave friendships and desire  romantic relationship but I'm…

How did I end up alone again. Literally my entire house went out to dinner without me. No invite. No notice. We have a guest visiting this week. They know I love social outings. They know I love the food that was had tonight. All I received was a simple text after work. “Where are…