fealty

“Find your audience.”  As I explore new avenues, this is the echo in my brain. “Find your audience.”  A persistent chant to help rationalize

a superficial struggle.

Someone

somewhere

somehow wants to buy what you’re selling.

I’ve never been one to sell.  I’ve always been more comfortable tossing my hopes and dreams into the void. All in best of intentions.

But

yeah

sure

“find my audience”

Do the dance, do the work.
say the words.

But don’t feel. Don’t hope.

It’s not welcome here.