trying not to get my hopes up

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as testing day approaches, i’m trying not to get my hopes up too much. i’ve done that for the past couple months and i don’t want to be disappointed again. but my boobs hurt and i’ve been extremely tired (to the point of almost passing out), and i felt sick yesterday, exhausted, gassy, nauseated, and achy…so maybe?? since i don’t feel that way today, it stands to reason that this could be our month.

imagine if we get to tell everyone on christmas? what a nice surprise.

but…

let’s not get too ahead of ourselves. it could be i’m ill…again.

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