I REALLY don’t want to be doing this school crap anymore! I should be doing it right now and I just want to give up but it’s paid for and I have to just keep pushing through because I have a little over a month left and I can be done!!! I don’t know if I will go back and if I do I don’t think it will be in the spring because this is too much and if I DO go back I will just take 1 class for now versus 4. I feel like I am turning into a bad person and I am angry and overwhelmed (not towards my family but just feeling that way inside) Part of me wants to keep going so I can finish with my AA degree and have something to be proud of but the other part of me is SO over it. Besides an AA degree is just a little better than a HS diploma but then again having that degree is better than no college degree at all. I don’t know I’m just over it right now. I have other things that I would rather focus on at the moment… I guess we will see what happens. It’s just been rough being a full time wife, mom, working and now school. My family does not like that I do not get to spend time with them.
We have to get rid of our Grey cat… she’s peeing on things and keeps pooping behind our couch when our dogs are in their kennel. Even when the dogs have been out of their kennel she is peeing on things (my daughters jackets and backpack) so it’s time for her to go. She’s old and I would rather have her until she passes away but I can’t keep doing this. I don’t want our home to smell like a litter box.
Anyways procrastination over, have to take my daughters jacket out of the washer and hang it to dry and then up late doing homework 🙁