you are NOT going to believe this…

dear spydr…

it’s been a couple of days. i know i normally write every day, but i took a couple of days to just….do me? i spent them basically half lit. not wholly lit – someone has to take care of mom – but half lit. mom got taken care of, i didn’t feel so awful. it was a lovely escape, and i’m done now. back to dealing, handling my stuff. right? right. i wish you were here.

tonight? was incredible. you aren’t going to believe me when i tell you what happened, but i swear. it made me THE HAPPIEST other than you. Bonepony did a live FB concert. well, nick and scott. tramp left years ago, and they said they have a third, now, but i don’t know who he is. doesn’t matter. scott and nick were live on FB, and they sang “soap,” and they dedicated it to your memory and honestly, nothing could have touched me more. nothing.

OUR band played OUR song, and dedicated it to you.

OUR BAND PLAYED OUR SONG AND THEY DEDICATED IT TO YOOOOUUU!!!!

i am pretty sure nothing would have pleased you more.

and i love you and i miss you and i wish you were here.

lolak

love you more than words

i have your patch it’s on the jacket you gave me, i miss you i miss you i miss you i wishyouwerehere i miss you

soap.

psob.

lolak

sugarz!!!