Back already?

I fully realize that a double post blog day might be a little unorthodox, but I had to hop back on here. Ever since I posted this morning, I have gone back and re-read it over and over. I have critiqued my writing, and told myself I should’ve worded several things differently. I both wondered and worried if anyone had looked at it. I told myself that no one cares what I have to say. I told myself I was dumb for even thinking about doing this. I worried how this would change the way people look at me.

This is why I have to continue. This is why I have been wanting to ever start in the first place. I have to prove to myself that my voice is worth being heard. Even if I were to be the only person to ever hear it, I have to convince myself that my voice is valid, meaningful, valuable, and important. Period.

I know that but then I get twisted up in worrying about coming across like I think I’m better than everyone else….or that I’m “special“.

Nope. Not arrogant. Not special. Just another human who feels compelled to share. That’s all! And that’s ok.