I got a raise at work and then I realized a change. They wanted to get rid of me! 3 shifts and 4 days later I was let go. Its not clear if I was laid off or fired but it is shocking. Its also happening at the slowest time of year so its hard to find another job. Another insult to injury is that the Company I worked for, owns several companies in the state. I have to make sure that when I apply the next place, its with a different company. Its just upsetting. I am trying, however, to take this as a chance to re-invent myself. Did I love my job? No way. Now I have time to see what else is out there and maybe pick a different path. Maybe I need to go back to school. Its scary, and hurtful.
I also downloaded several new apps. 1 to watch my mood. I want to be a more positive person. 1 for migraines. Maybe there is a pattern forming as I get older that I haven’t seen yet. 1 differently online journal. I love looking for patterns!