from snapping TF off!!! Fear and anxiety have been running rampant in my mind. I want out. I feel so alone and unhappy. I feel as tho I’m only here for sex. I’m trying to save up so I can go, but waiting is hard. I’m tired of feeling depressed and feeling like I’m the only one who cares about it. I need to go ASAP and soon I am gone! I’ll deal with the cold ass Indy winters if it means being happy and around people who love and care about me, and appreciate me. I’m so damn mentally tired.